One with Jesus; Holding His glory

Tara Dulin's picture

I quiet myself: “Here I am, Lord. My beloved Savior and Friend, I am here. Open the eyes of my heart, Lord. Open the ears of my heart. I want to hear You. I want to see You. Oh how I love You, Lord. Where are You?”

Jesus is in front of me. We are in heaven. His hands are on my shoulders. He is looking me in my eyes.

My Lord speaks: “In My presence, there is healing. In My presence, there is freedom. In My presence, there is understanding. I am your Lord. I am the Lover of your soul. I created you to worship Me. I created you to be with Me. I am healing. I am peace. I am life. I am the way. I am the truth. I am yours. I Am; so you are. You are My life. I LOVE in you. I created you for fellowship with Me. In My love, your joy will be complete. LIVE out of My presence. Remember we are one. I am in you. You are in Me.”

He embraces me. I hear His heartbeat.

My Lord speaks: “Listen to the sounds of My heart. What do you hear?”

I respond: “I hear ‘Life. Abounds. Life. Abounds. Life. Abounds. Life. Abounds.’”

“In Me, Life abounds; there is no darkness or shadow of turning; there is no pain, no disappointment. I wipe every tear away. I have you right where I want you. Remain in Me and see what I will do. I will set the captives free.”

Jesus pulls me into Himself. We are one. My form is the same and so is His, but we are one. I am inside of Him.

I hear His heartbeat echoing in my ears: “Life. Abounds. Life. Abounds. Life. Abounds. Life abounds.”

His heartbeat is like music. It moves me. I want to dance with Him. But I am in Him. He places His hand on my heart and His heart. We sway to the music. He lifts his other hand in worship. He begins to dance. It is me dancing, and moving His form. He is translucent around me. But I am in Him. His form is the same, but it is almost translucent. I can see the outline of His form. He is bigger than I am. I dance and His form is in unison with mine.

I say: “Sweet Jesus. Your presence. There is nothing like Your presence. I adore You, Lord. I want to be as close to You as I can be.”

He speaks: “We are one. As My Father and I are one. In Me, you live, move and have your being. I delight over you, Tara.”

I am still dancing, but I hear Him speaking in my ears.

“This is our intimacy. I speak, you hear Me. I am surrounding you. Always. I am with you. Always. Until the end of the age, I am with you. I am your hedge of protection. I am your armor. I am your rear guard. No weapon formed against you shall prosper. I will be glorified. We are together.”

I lift my hand up high and the Lord's glory cloud shoots out of my hand. I am holding it in my hand. I transfer the glory cloud to my left hand. It sits on my left hand. I reach into His glory cloud with my right and I pull a rainbow of His presence out of the glory cloud.

“My consuming fire, My love, My comfort, My prophetic voice and truth, My life and My power. My presence and My River. You carry it, it is in you. It is flowing out of you because I am in you.”

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I stand in awe of His truth. I stand motionless. I am trying to wrap my mind around this truth.

“How can this be, Lord?”

He speaks: “This is how My glory is filling the earth in these last days – one yielded and surrendered vessel at a time. As you worship Me in spirit and in truth, and walk with Me and talk with Me all day long, living out of the flow of My Holy Spirit and our relationship, My river is expanding.”

I am in heaven with King Jesus, inside His form, His glory cloud in my left hand, holding His rainbow of His presence and His river in my right.

He speaks: “What you touch, you touch with My hands. Where you set your foot, you walk in My authority, you bring the gospel of peace. Speak My words with My authority. Speak of those things that are not as though they were. Call them forth. In Me, you live, move and have your being. Listen to My voice. Speak what I am speaking. Do what I am doing.”

“Yes, Lord. By Your grace I will do as You say. Oh how I worship You, Lord.”


Anonymous's picture


hi tara I wish I could have the same encounter with Jesus. I need this kind of encounter. Can anyone help me understand how could this possible. I am so desperate and so hungry for more of Him. thank you

Mark Virkler's picture

How to encounter Jesus

We train in how to have these kinds of encounters with the Lord in this training series on 4 keys to hearing God's voice. Here is a simple exercise to get things started:
Lady Herpetologist's picture

You Have Given Me a Vision For a Painting

As I read your testimony I realize it is much like the meditations Jesus has given me over the past couple of years. I didn't know how to share them with my church friends, but now I see a painting waiting to be done. Jesus is dancing with a banner and inside His form is mine, my moves in perfect synchrony with His! And I think I know now how to pull it off - layers of pastels.