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Lord, My Friend Died! I Thought She Was Being Healed!

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Journaling submitted by Ruth Wilson

Ruth: Lord, my friend Dani died!  I thought she was being healed!  Lord, we saw visions of her running, and fully healed, and she was making wonderful progress physically!  Her cancer was confirmed gone!  But what happened?  Did we not pray hard enough?  Did I let my friend down?  How did I miss something?

I see Jesus - His eyes are blue and like diamonds.  His smile is HUGE.  Jesus is happy that she is with Him.


Ruth, Dani is with Me, she is home.  You did great! 

Lord, can I see her?  And then I see her.  She looks great!  She is busy and excited, hardly has time to chat — so busy with everything, dancing, setting up things, etc.  She runs over to me and is excited to see me, but has so many great things to do.  My heart wants to say something, but I cannot bring sadness into this.  I look at Jesus and He comes to me and Dani.  He stands between us with His arms around us both.  He looks at us and says, "Forever Sisters and Sisters Forever."  My heart needed this!

Dani is home.  Death is not dead — she is home.   

Ruth: Lord, all the prayers, visions, she saw them, I saw some, others saw some, we KNEW she was healed.  We took her to prayer conferences and before they prayed, the prayer ministers knew - they said she is healed.   

Healing did happen.  She is totally healed now.  Dani lived the kingdom of Heaven/God on earth.  She saw Me, lived with Me, believed Me, kept eyes on Me.  You prayed and believed with all your heart. You loved her.  This is living and walking with Me.  I wouldn’t ask you to do anything different.   

Ruth: Lord, my heart hurts.  I don’t like death.  I don’t want any more deaths.

Ruth, in Me death is life.  (Jesus smiles and starts to laugh)  I hope you have wounds every time!  Pray with all your heart.  Have passion with all your heart.  Love with all your heart.  Join Me every time.  See Me every time.  You joined Me to save her life.  Join Me every time with all your heart.   Don’t withdraw.  Join Me fully.  Don’t miss it.  Life and death.  I’m in it - I’m there.  Join Me with all your heart.  The goal isn’t to not have wounds.  Wounds show you loved with all your heart - you did it right.  The goal is to love - every time.  I heal the wounds.  

Ruth: The pain is not there now.  Forever Sisters and Sisters Forever - and ever.  

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