Paul was eager to obtain his heavenly reward. He had a desire to depart and be with me. Some take this matter into their own hands, but suicides are those who despair of life here, not knowing what lies beyond. If they did they would not take their own lives.
I have not given you this option, but it pleases me for you to look forward eagerly to going to the place I have prepared for you. So many of my own people take it lightly or jest about wanting to put it off as long as possible. I want you to live with the hope of a city I built and reckon that the sufferings of this world are not worthy to be compared to the glory to be revealed in you.